Posts Tagged ‘nut house’

Someone else,
Sitting there,
Screaming,
Pounding fist,
Anger,
Can you hear the dying of the light?

Somewhere else,
Ending,
Flying into near blind darkness,
The end is near,
Oh beautiful soul,
Do dare not leave,
Before the song is end,
The chorus sings,
Of jubilant sound,
Oh blessed sound,
Into that near endless oblivion.

We stepped forward,
1st step,
Right foot,
Left foot,
Repeat,
Welcome to Hell,
Junior league,
Take our medicines,
This was our life,
TV till 2 pm,
Lunch was served outside,
Apple,
Tuna fish sandwich,
No forks,
No knives,
We could hurt ourselves,
They let us have a cigarette,
Blowing smoke rings,
Outside reality,
They drift,
Escaping that madness,
At night,
The screams,
Dear God,
Shut up,
The night terrors,
You’re the one screaming,
Take your medicine,
Sleep,
Perchance to dream,
Can’t breathe,
Mother,
Can you hear me?
Father,
Am I becoming dead inside?

Morning,
Sun streaming in,
Curtains pulled back,
Doris is here,
She’s my sister,
She worries,
My life,
My tears,
She worries,
Hugs me,
Wonders if I’m eating enough,
Tuna fish sandwich,
An apple,
No fork,
No knife,
We could hurt ourselves,
Take my meds,
Half pass three,
Next to my knees,
Bees inside,
Burrowing into my mind’s eye,
Reality is dying,
What is reality?
Is this reality?
I could not tell.

Nine o Five,
More meds,
Wake up! Wake up!
Where was I?
Sanity?
Was I insane?
Was the world?
I coughed.
Blood in my mouth.
Nurse,
Nurse,
Is this right?

Ten Twenty Two,
PM,
I die,
I think,
Maybe just a stop in time,
The rain is falling outside,
Draining off the windows,
Hits the ground,
Bam!
Slam!
Beating on my chest,
Live, you cocksucker, you better live,
Nurse is screaming,
Bam!
Slam!
Shit, fuck, am I alive?

Am I,
Am I anything?

Good night!

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