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Standing above a lifetime,
Of lies,
Of diseased minds,
Settled into a muck of misery,
Standing kindly,
Reaching out for a life line,
Failing at this thing called life,
Into the night,
Somewhere,
Up above,
Up there,
High into these wonderful moments,
Captured briefly into senile states,
A kiss,
A lie,
Final goodbye,
For that beauty,
To see in God’s eyes,
A flaming arrow,
Sideways,
Into the burning sun,
Flying,
Through that sky of blue,
To fall gracefully,
To that ground,
Buried into flesh of life,
To kill,
To die,
To live,
To lie,
Maybe,
In time,
It shall be alright,
To be fine,
To survive,
Ah, Melody,
Dear sweet Melody,
How have thy changed thy mind?
Good bye…

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I knelt there,
In the darkness,
Praying to the Gods,
To chase that darkness away,
To lift me up,
Into the Sun’s rays.

There,
Awake,
Seventeen days,
I heard the Voices,
Creeping into the brain,
Whispering insanity,
There,
Madness crept,
From where,
I could not tell.

There,
The scent of her,
Filled that room,
Was she there?
Still dead,
The doctors said,
It was an overdose,
Accidental overdose,
A suicide,
A broken heart,
Less misery,
Except for those left behind.

Life is nothing,
But a particle,
Drifting through the cosmos,
Stopping there, here,
Wherever it shall go,
Madness in delight,
A pitch fervor,
Rally cry,
Tears washed away by the rain,
Drifting down to the sand,
To be hidden away,
Never to be seen again.

Where was she?
Where was the maiden?
Why did we fall, so far,
So fast?
We couldn’t last,
Around the world,
990 days,
And counting like the sheep,
One mind, drifting far away,
And we danced,
To the music,
The last song we had heard,
The ringing of the bell,
The ringing of the church,
A black wedding,
A funeral in the darkness,
Of madness.

I close my eyes,
And I see you walking towards me,
And I am hurt,
When the vision goes away,
Awaken from the dreams,
I never want it to end,
I never want to wake again,
I’m hurting,
By these memories.

Falling,
Down the stairs,
And I’m hurt,
And the memories,
Killing me inside,
I am hurting,
A distant shore,
A chanting,
The words never spoke.

I
Am
Hurt…

Killing yourself,
You don’t need a big knife,
But self defeat,
Is the purpose of the game.

Walking,
Into the deep end,
Hold your breathe,
Till the end,
Can’t see the bottom,
Till you hit it.

What is love,
But misery?
What is happening,
With this disease?
Standing on the corner,
Waiting for,
The life,
To be defeated,
To be blown to pieces,
Cutting yourself,
To see if you still,
Bleed.

Standing in the darkness,
The thoughts begin to breed,
To cease,
To sleep,
To give up,
To not feel,
That misery,
Where can we go?
What can we do?

Do you know,
That misery,
In a company?
Reach up and give up.

Heaven is,
Nothing but,
Giving up,
Falling down!

Stationed in the madness,
That is our life,
Like a bullet,
From behind,
We never see it approach,
Till the end,
When it is too late.

There,
In the darkness,
To find,
That madness,
A chance to care,
A reality,
To dare dream,
In a nightmare,
Running away,
From the pain,
To care.

A Nightmare,
In fear,
To hear,
To fly,
Away,
This place,
Another time,
Another life,
To wander away,
To not fear,
That change.

We’re doing okay,
We’re doing alright,
We’re doing fine.

Lies we tell ourselves,
And other things we do,
We’re okay,
We’re fine,
We’re doing alright!

We were dancing,
In the dark,
The rain began to fall,
As the night began to fall,
We’re doing okay,
We’re doing alright,
We’re doing fine,
When we lie,
Here alone,
In the dark,
Silence in rage

A MIDNIGHT STROLL THROUGH THE MIND
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Walking through the midnight,
A travel through the mind,
Regrets,
Dreams left behind,
A misery of time,
Left in places,
Pieces of my mind,
Left behind with my soul,
Like angel wings,
Broken and laid to rest,
In the ground,
A forgotten soul,
Looking for a place to sleep,
To be giving some peace,
To go places,
That I should not go,
Places that were mistakes,
But they were mistakes,
I made,
My way.

Traveling down,
A Midnight hour,
A broken lane,
A broken fate,
A broken faith,
Lost in a dream,
Lost in sleep,
Reality gone away,
To some other place,
Good bye,
Good night,
To that place,
Where dreams lie low,
To never awake again!

Into the night,
We sleep,
We dream,
Sometimes the nightmares,
Slip in,
To show us,
That terrifying,
Places,
In our mind,
To see,
How far,
The rabbit hole goes,
To see,
To Hear,
Somethings,
That do not matter,
We try to scream,
No voice to come,
We do not feel,
To breathe,
We cannot escape,
That life,
Trapped,
Inside a world,
We did not,
Create.

Where was the night.
To embrace us,
Tight,
Against the rain,
To keep us warm,
To keep us safe.

 

She was on the dancing on the moon,
Dancing all around,
Feeling all right now,
She could feel the movement,
Around, all around,
She was singing the sad song,
And she was laughing,
Into the sky,
Feeling alright,
Not caring a way about,
She was singing a sad song,
To the fallen,
She was dancing around,
To feel something again….

I stood up,
Trying not to fall,
Middle of December,
Ice you see,
Michigan.

Grandma was 78,
The day she went,
Didn’t really see a reason,
To live.

Mom, 55,
She wanted to live,
But couldn’t swim,
Drowned in a flood,
Of credit card debt!

You flip,
Your lid yet?
Me neither,
Oh dear Brother,
Where are we now?

I am sitting,
Tragically,
Waiting,
Hospital, ER,
Medic man
Wants to know,
DO YOU HAVE INSURANCE?
Do I?
Do I?
Repeating it for dramatic effect,
Like Grandma did,
When the land lord asked,
DO YOU HAVE THE RENT?
Do I?
Do I?
The hell I don’t!
Well,
She didn’t say,
Hell,
She said fuck,
Like duck,
Without the D.

Kill the freed,
For they know imprisonment
And will kill to stay free.

Be bored,
Be free,
Don’t let them take you away in a straitjacket,
Want to see,
Insanity,
Go to the malls,
The stores,
On a Black Friday,
TVs, outta stock,
$199,
All you can eat ham hocks and beans!

Ask, what?
Then skip away,
Keep your wallet at home,
It’s safer there,
Bees knees,
Fellows in arms,
Dream, sweet,
You blessed freaks,
Wade,
Don’t drown,
Don’t frown,
Don’t leave,
Free!
Worship the sky,
In its holy reign,
Be naked,
Free,
See?

1983.
Where was I?
Thinking,
I was dying,
Cold,
Flu,
The pox on your household,
Sexually transmitted disease,
From a lady friend,
I met on TV,
FREE!
All of it free,
Take it all,
Don’t be shy,
There’s plenty of it for everyone!!

Wallow,
Misery,
Missing shallows,
Weeping,
Crying,
Looking for,
Could it be,
America?

No,
It ain’t there,
It ain’t here,
It was lost,
1963…

Lost in a dream,
Somewhere in reality,
Feelings and emotions,
Tossed away,
Like a rag doll,
In the sea.

Thoughts in my head,
Are washed away,
Into a nightmare,
An angel,
Dying to be free,
Disappearing into the darkness.

I thought I was lonely,
I thought I was crazy,
Then I saw that madness,
Lying on the beach,
A lain out dried out soul,
To be caught in the rays,
Of silent insanity,
A last hope,
Bashed,
Dashed,
Slashed,
Against the rocks,
A disease,
Inside the mind,
Eating,
Destroying,
Creating that madness we call,
LIFE!

Holy rollers,
Dancing in the world,
That world,
Aflame,
Caught on fire,
In a blink of an eye,
I am nothing,
Without that madness,
Nothing,
Can you hear me?
Against the wind,
Hard against the rock,
Soul ripped into bitter pieces,
Psycho killers,
On the run,
Life is imaginary,
Run, Devil, run,
Run till you can’t run anymore,
Live, die, free!
Die, live, FREE!

Wonder,
Wonder why,
Where,
Where it all will end?

Don’t touch me,
Don’t even look at me,
I AM…

Lost in a dream,
About you,
Me?
I am standing there,
You have your back turned to me,
Black and white,
Film,
Fade to black,

THE END….
Maybe…