A Loser in the Mist – A feeling sorry for myself post – Read at own risk –

Posted: June 5, 2019 in depression, LIFE AND STUFF, Random stuff--read at your own risk!, Song lyrics
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June 5th, 2019 – Louisville, Kentucky –

HELLLLPS!!! I on Fire!!!!!

Subject: I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me? Part Deux.

I’m sitting here, a thunderstorm watch is in effect till tomorrow late evening, I’m not feeling too great emotionally, could be the atmosphere, but it could be my brain, it starts feeling like a loser and sometimes it’s right.

No worries out there, I’m not suicidal, at least not yet, maybe homicidal.

I’m just sitting here, feeling sorry for myself, I went outside, flipped off the world and came back in.

I have a soda pop, diet Coke, with extra artificial sweeteners added by the Coca-Cola Corporation to keep my rage up and my lust down to a minimum.

I decided to put ‘THE PENGUINS – EARTH ANGEL’ on for some reason.

THE PENGUINS – EARTH ANGEL

I’m not even sure what to write here, I just feel like writing, even if nobody reads it.

Sometimes it feels like I’m the last retarded monkey on a planet full of intelligent elephants, stomping through the grass where I’m laying low from them.

“Don’t step on me!” I scream at them.

But they can’t hear me, they’re too busy with their thoughts, their ideas, their MTV.

TIFFANY – I THINK WE’RE ALONE NOW – 2019

I think we’re alone now, there’s just you, me and this bottle of wine, take my hand, and lets run through the vortex, into the abyss, while singing, ABBA’s dancing queen (It’s the remix version – techno days, why the hell not, I say!! Join me in tribute!!!)

I kid.

There’s no tribute.

But we can still dance.

Anyways, I just wanted to write something, silly, thoughtful, serious, and just so you can enjoy something yourself….

ABBA DANCING QUEEN REMIX

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Comments
  1. Lezlie Bishop says:

    I actually understand all this, you complicated feline. I feel like there is a Mack truck parked on top of my head. I am angry (irrationally, I admit) for some friends who feel too fragile emotionally to watch When They See Us on Netflix. It is disturbing, no doubt. But … Anyways, brother, I know.

  2. DaBear says:

    Stupid Mack truck!!! PFFFFT!!!!!

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